cassandra_firebreath | for actiii

He poked his head in and saw her sitting there. "Let me grab a beer..." He headed back to the kitchen and grabbed himself a beer, opening it and taking a sip as he headed back to her, he set it on the table in reach so he could have his hands free as he settled with her.

"Really? This?" He laughed, he hadn't missed what she'd said.

"Yeah. I love watching you going into dad mode." She rested her head on his shoulder, sighing softly. "It's so attractive." Her fingers linked with his and she lifted his hand to kiss it.

"You make this feel less scary.. Thank you."

"Still going to be saying that when I'm making the terrible dad jokes?" He rested his head against hers. He wriggled his fingers.

"I's scared too, but I know you need me. Like I need you so we'll make it." He was glad he couldn't see his face easily, he was worried for her, for the baby, how good he was going to be. It didn't mean he was ging to leave.

"We'll make it," she repeated softly. "I'm so glad I get to do this with you, Alex. And I don't mind dad jokes."

She played with the ring on his finger, smiling as she thought about the moment when he proposed.

"You make me so happy."

"Do you ever think about if it had worked out differently?" It was more odd curiosity than him ever wanting that to happen. He wouldn't change anything... Well, no that wasn't true. He would change one thing. He'd try his hardest to stop her having her heart broken before he got a chance to be with her and he'd... Well he'd have his other best friend still.

"I do... But I feel like this is how it was meant to be. Even if I'd love to undo some of the painful parts."

Cassandra could never forget the look on his face when he came back. The pain, the grief. She's glad she could be there for him through such a horrible tragedy.

"Now there's a bright future ahead of us, babe."

"Sorry babe." He smiled softly, he didn't need to apologise for thinking about things like that. He felt bad he'd been thinking about it. Sean had been the first person he'd wanted to tell along with Scott. The two people apart from Cass he needed to share the news with.

"Maybe we could think of a theme, name all the kids from that!" He laughed at his silly suggestion.

"Nothing to apologise for." She kissed his cheek, smiling. Losing a friend leaves a deep wound and she'd never expect him to just be over it.

"I love your mind, babe," Cassandra giggled, kissing his cheek again. "What theme do you have in mind?"

He felt so lucky with her understanding, she'd been there though, she was the one who had helped him pick up the pieces. He considered it something that had strengthened the bond between them.

"Something like names from classic literature or something."

And she would always be there for him. She loved him so much, and the baby doubled that love.

"I like that idea. Books are underrated." She caressed her bump gently. "What do you think, sweetie?" And right at that moment she felt it; a kick.

"Oh my god.. The baby kicked." She grinned as she guided his hand to the spot.

Alex nearly fell off the sofa as he moved when she said that. It was... he let her guide his hand. The other moving to the opposite side.

"Well, I think that might be an answer of out theme..." He'd started grinning and still hadn't stopped, just moved to a better position to rest his hands. "Are you sure I'll feel it?"

His excitement was contagious. She's glad they could share this special moment.

"Come on, sweetie. Let papa feel your kick." She held his hand over the spot, smiling wider at the second kick. "There.. Did you feel it?"

He felt it. He nodded. Still not believing he was finally getting to feel it. "Is that what you've been feeling for..." He shook his head with a laugh. "When you said..." He laughed. "Oh I'm so sorry baby, all those times I didn't understand." He hadn't understood just how big a kick that was before.

She was glad that he got to feel the kick as well. "It's okay. Now you know." Overwhelmed with happiness, she leaned in to kiss him. "Our baby's strong. And this makes me even more excited for what's ahead."

He kept one hand on the bump as he settled back next to her. pulling the blanket back over them. "It'll be the best adventure with you."

"Likewise. We have so much to look forward to."

She snuggled against him with a happy sigh. The one place where she felt completely safe.

"What book names do we have?"

"What about Scout? Works for either." This might end up with him admitting the books he's read.

"Scout Summers? That's a cute name." Cassandra replied with a smile. "What about Ada or Noah?"

"Actually it might be too close to my brothers name..." Trouble was he kinda liked it now, maybe for #2... Give time for his brother not to think that. He also liked her suggestions. "Noah Summers... That sounds nice." He grinned. "Dorian? Maybe we should suggest it to Scotty, Dorian Grey-Summers?" He hid his face against her laughing at his own bad joke.

"Oh nice one. You should do that." Cassandra laughed along. "And you know I'm still thinking of John, too. The name's been in my family a lot." She ran her fingers through his hair affectionately.

"Whatever name we choose, it'll be so beautiful. We've made a human life together."

He sighed happily at her playing with his hair. One of the reasons he kept it long was for her to be able to do that. "We could give them all that as a middle name?"

"No one's stopping us from doing so, babe." Cassandra smiled fondly at him. She loved playing with his hair. "So many names, so many babies. I love our future."

"Just how many babies are you planning on?" He glanced up at her with a smirk.

"At least three. Knowing us, we'll be trying often." She smirked back, gently playing with his earlobe. "It's hard to keep my hands off, and my panties on, when you give me The Look."

"Oh." He laughed, though it turned to a happy sort of grumble as she mentioned her panties.

"I don't know what look you mean..." He was at least trying not to do that look right then because he knew exactly what she meant. He could stop himself doing that for the moment...

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